Unstable

emm yeah. lately my emotions are unstable. and yeah, as expected if emotions are unstable then it includes crying and so on. it had not been a very very very bad week, it's only not tht good. i got worried with lots of things ; my studies, my appearance, my weight, and other stuffs. so yeahh. friends and people, if i suddenly get moody and such, do not mind me coz im in my current unstable moments. :) i'll be ok somehow later.

emm, my heart was a BIT crushed. again i repeat, a BIT crushed. but tht's it. nothing more and nothing less. so it's not such a big deal. again, no worries people. :) sorry if i made anyone pissed or moody too. i didn't do it on purpose. i dont even know why i acted like tht. i even felt stupid for acting like tht. for a mere stupid thing, i felt foolish to even think like tht. so yeah sorry people

to tht particular friend,

hey hunny, so sorry to make u feel guilty, idk wht's gotten into me. i dun even know wht's happening to me. this is my 1st time having this kind of feelings. so please, do not mind me. dont worry bout making me like this coz it's NOT your fault. i repeat, NOT YOUR FAULT. i just need some time on my own. and trust me, evrything we got, our friendship and so on had not changed even one bit. i love you so much, and you'll always be my dear sister and friend. :)

sincerely, Masyitah